MiaJenae

Ive been sick for the past two weeks, still am sick and been on my menstral cycle for about 4 days… - coughing, sneezing, crazy cramps, stuffy nose, cant sleep nor can i breathe, ive lost my voice…UGH I HATE BEING SICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My puppy chewed thru my keyboard cord so my mom just gave me hers and got herself a new one….. but i wasnt trippin over that. I even had a chance to go to sick flags for free… but didnt because my waist is too big for most of the rides  im pretty sure so there was no point in that.

Ive lost my Gray and green Jordans (yo how do you lose a pair of shoes??)

And ive gained a bit of my weight back since ive been sick…. but ive worked out everyday since tuesday but it has not helped any so far but im gonna keep goin.

Now this is where things just start to look up^^^ Idk if i told you guys this but ive had a boyfriend for about 2 months now but its been on and off for about 7 months now and we brake up for the same reason everytime. He likes to fall off the face of the earth for a week or weeks at a time… and then pop up and ask “Are we still ok?” (meaning are you still my girl). I always say no  …. but he hits me with the “Baby im sorry and i love you.” lmao and i always just say its ok. Then he does the same thing over again… (i know this sounds like things may still be looking down) but ive been thinkin latley, and ive come to realize why i keep saying to him its ok… Its because hes mine i mean like hes someone i can claim as mine you know and the other deeper reason is because i dont wanna be alone/ single. but like i said ive been thinkin and i realized i cant keep hurting myself…trying to be happy. So next time i hear from him lol ill have to let him go…thats the best thing for me to do.

0o0o00o heres where it really gets good….. So like ok i met this guy and hes like so friggin aweesomme lol… Just kidding

Anywho i have met this guy and hes really sweet he has dreads and OMG!!! do i love a man with dreads  and hes not bad looking either.. and he likes big girls (big plus :D)has a  great personality and ect. but the one thing is he found me on MYSPACE. lol now dont think in the negitve about this we have only been talking via myspace and aim/ texting for a week give or take.. i would have him call me if i could talk without coughing or my voice going in and out he understood and respected that… so he expressed to me that he was starting to like me a little and i let him know the feeling is mutual

We want to meet up we both live in the same city but ive been stalling because right now to be honest i would NOT really feel comfortable going on any dates… because ive blown up like a ballon i want to lose some weight first… so i gave him a date on when i would be avalible to go anywhere… anytime after september 1st . Some of you may be thinkin that im trying to lose weight so that he will like me… ive been trying to lose weight for a while now but im not doing it for him im doing it so i cant feel comfortable and not act all awkward  and be so weird.Anyway he agreed to wait for a month… and he said the cutest thing.. he said”anything or anyone like you is worth the wait.” lol i was all blushing and had that ear to ear grin. Another good thing about him… is that for the whole week or so that we have been talking not once did he bring up anything about sex.. and that shows alot because most guys i talk to or know bring it up within the first hour or so of talking….

So Aug. is my bootcamp month Working out every day eating right and drinking only water.. idk what been going on latley .. when im on my period i crave weird shizz. But anyway.. I need someone to stay on my ass so i dont lose focus and get off track so if anyone could send me like a little message every now and then and give me a reminder that i need to stay commited to working out and eatting right. I would really be thankful because that would help so much.

Alright kiddos… I have to write 1 more blog and go comment on some Catch ya laters